Friday, December 26, 2008

Fantasies of Loneliness

Fantasies of Loneliness

I am a coward
Driving idly down the interstate
music flows past my ears unattended by my thoughts
They are elsewhere

I stare numbly at the reflectors 
becoming entranced by their rythmic passing
A thought floats forward
"what if I crashed? I need to pay attention"

My mind is elsewhere

An image floats in front of my face
A conversation
A severence
And then the loneliness

My desire terrifies me
the consequences-- 
They would dwarf this imagining
As the future is released into the uncertain

The reflectors catch my eye once more
and I'm not sure I want to pay attention to the road

Ryan Adam Ramsey
12-27-08

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